Torture, Pure Torture

Did not log onto msn... avoiding my group mates for the consumer behaviour (CB) assignment. I haven't done my part! This is horrible.

And a while ago, my friend was smsing me. She's out, having fun. Said she was talking to this hot guy. Don't remember her exact words and can't refer to the sms cuz i deleted it on the spot. Jealous la, she's out n stuff while here i am, supposed to be doing HOMEWORK.

"He's sweet", she said in her next sms.

Aiyoh... jealoussss... i want my boyfriend!!!!! =(

Pure torture.

E also... torturing me! Called me to check on my progress with my work. Shit la. He recited everything i said to him, man! He's got every detail right:
- the fact that i wanted to get into honours,
- the fact that i didn't do well in fat man's class,
- he remembered that i have a presentation for company reporting and a
- group thing for CB...

Wa.. he actually listens to me when i complain about school work! Hahaha, good job, good job.

But... it was annoying lar listening to him... sounded so mocking... so irritating... doing his job... making sure i do well... it's for my own stupid good and i know it.

My parents can make me stay home but they cannot make me study, they won't. I stayed home all of today cuz my mom was pissed at me yesterday -- i went out too much, haven't been studying in the past few days and i kinda did something...

But today, i ended up reading the magazines my mom bought and chit-chatting with her... and also tagged along with mum to watch a bit of the shooting for this new local movie entilted Tiffin...

And here i am. The mere thought of the amount of uncompleted work i have makes me shudder... i couldn't swallow my coffee...

There's a lump forming in my throat. Cuz of anxiety. Gotta go do my work now. After i edit this and bold some words...


P.s. E will kill me for blogging. And i really wonder what'll happen to me if my group members knew i was blogging instead of completing my task... Shit, the thought kills. I do not wanna be known as the unreliable...

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