Childish

Cut into another lane on Kesas. Heavy traffic, rush hour. Expensive bike sounded its horn at me. I horned back lar, u think u own the road? =P

The guy horned back! And i horned back again! And he horned again! Wahahaha, while beeping/horning/whatever me, i saw him bounce on the seat of the bike! Damn funny! Hahahahaha. Like sound effects-the beep is the sound effect of the bounce!

I laughed like hell. Dunno if u understand me. =P

Next. I fell out with a friend last year. Used to be very very close, but hardly spoken to her since July last year. Just hellos, sms birthday wishes. A couple of short conversations online once in a blue moon etc.

On the way to E's place this morning, i passed by her house. Her brother was reversing out so i stopped and waited. I saw a girl in a passenger seat but i didn't know if it was her or the brother's girlfriend. So i did not wave/smile.

I did smile at her brother but i guess he didn't see me since his expression didn't change.

In uni, i saw someone that looked like her from afar. I looked again, longer, trying to assertain if it were her, since i'm VERY bad at recognising.

When i determined it was her, just as i was about to smile and wave, she turned away deliberately, bithcily, in a frown, before i managed to smile, wave.

Okayyyy, so it was her in the car with her brother. And she must be mad at me for not smiling/waving?? So she's returning me the cold treatment?

Is it my fault? Do u think its justifiable that she did what she did? What about next time? Should i smile when i see her? Or should i do the same?

There is not much left to salvage from the friendship, honestly, i don't enjoy her company anymore but i don't want to see that five-six years of friendship degrade into completely nothing. I don't wanna say "that girl and i were close but now we don't even say hie to each other anymore".

But at the same time, i don't want to smile at her, only to have her intentionally ignore me. I don't know why but it still hurts to have her treat me that way.

Interpret the title of this post in whatever way u wish. If u think i am the childish one, so be it, but do tell me. I need to know, i need to learn. But comment diplomatically. Thanks.