UGLY

No matter how hot a girl is she still feels as " if the mirror is cruel to" her. No matter how thin a girl looks, she still insists she needs to lose weight. Scared to link to these two girls** by the way.

I know i'm not OBESE, i fit into "m" size shirts alright, can squeeze into "s" sized tops... just that my stupid tummy will show. For skirts, i can buy "m".

But don't talk about pants, please... my pants are HUGE because my thighs are fat. I have an easy time buying discounted panties from Topshop cuz the average girl is size 6 or 8 and i'm a 10. So during a sale, the 6s and 8s are sold out. All the ones left on the rack are for bigger than average girls. Aka me.

Which is good cuz i get to save $, being fat entitles me to better discounts. Must go back to Pyramid, the Topshop there has the RM29 for 3... Or was it Lot 10? Hehe.

But that's not the point! I'm fat. =( =( =( No girl likes feeling fat, agree?

My pant size is 28 minimum. Can only fit into my size 28 Levi's cuz it's old, washed, stretched and also torn. Can't fit into the new 28s in the shops.

So girls, before consoling me... before telling me i'm not fat, tell me your pants size. Even if u are 27, u cannot tell me i'm not fat. Because 28 is bigger than 27.

Don't tell me its just one inch. Measure ur tummy and look at the mirror. Then suck in your tummy till it's on inch smaller, hold it, look at the mirror again. Now tell me how much one inch is?

If u are size 28 and above but u are taller than my 159cm / 5"1', u also have no right to tell me that i'm not fat cuz the weight is in proportion to your height, so shut up, bitch!!!!

Er... that last sentence is to no one in particular, just felt like cursing. Sometimes, reading other blogs make me so depressed i become like this.


**I understand that they have the right to be insecure and i understand their right to blog. I also understand that they are not intentionally making me feel this way. So please understand MY rights to be insecure, my blogging rights and please understand that if this post hurts your feelings, it is unintentional.



Checking my grammar made me feel a bit better! Haha... So... today. Went to Midvalley with J ! Lunch n a good time chatting! =) Then watched Cars. Wow, i've been watching a lot of movies lately! It's ok, student price! Hehe, dontcha just love being a student??

The movie's good! Like it, was entertained, it's meaningful and funny. Look closely at the flies in the movie, they're SUPER CUTE!!! Tiny little cars with insect wings! =)