Saturday, August 06, 2005

Letting Out Frustration.

Don't u hate it when people pass the wrong message?

I don't know what exactly u heard but so what if we were just expressing some sadness? Can't we moan and whine a little? Why is it that u have to send such a mean message?? Did we make that big a fuss?? Did I?

And what's the point in joining a contest if we could afford the prize?? And if we won u would have been well compensated, there are 3 ipods as prizes, you will definitely get one. If they only gave one CD, we already agreed you'll have it. Maybe u weren't informed of your share but how indecent do u think we are???

I know u didn't not answer the phone on purpose but why send such a hurtful message?? Why? I was fine about losing the chance to win the damn thing, it's okay, it's just a stupid contest, but the message really hurt me.


I'm sure, she who i'm writing about wouldn't read my blog. In a way, i want her to know how i feel, after all she spoke her mind without caring how i felt.

Oh my god! Why am i such a goody-goody? Here i am, blogging about it to feel better when i should have just given her a piece of my mind! Why the hell did i apologize to her in a message? Damn it.

I hate myself. I should have just lashed out there and then. To do that now would be too late.


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10 comments:

MaS said...

heyya .... sooooo sorry .... i was the 1 who make quite a fuss .... she doesnt know dat .... soooo sorry ..... well .... though she doesnt read ur blog ... there is 1 person dat might tell her about it .... soo dun worry too much ...

well ... maybe i just didnt inform her well enough .... n she started to lash out when she heard from her other fren .... soo sorry .....

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Joey said...

I'm confused. Well, everyone has those days. Where we feel we should have juz yelled at another person, but did not. Then, we get angry at ourselves n start imagining how wonderful it would feel. But if ppl treat u bad, doesnt mean u haf to treat them bad.It's ok, girl. Being goody-goody is NOT a bad thing.
Cheer up soon ya?

And wassup with all these spam?

sue lin said...

It's okay Mas, someone must have exagerated the facts. Or some misunderstanding somewhere.

Thanks for commenting Joey, u think being goody-goody is good? I feel bullied lar... she send such messages can and i don't... stupid la me.

Dunno about the spam, i deleted them...

supplementals said...

aww... if u werent a goody-goody we wont be backing u up here ;)

Anonymous said...

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sue lin said...

Supplemetals thank u sooo much la, if u were online that night right, i sure tell u panjang lebar punya cerita. =) Haha

Debbie!!! Such a nice surprise hearing from u!!! Make me really smile! We plan something this December kay??

Jazzy*Pam said...

lols, i guess i must be the blurest one here bout what happened! but anyway, i'd say that it's alrite to be hypocrite at times. we all are. the thing is, i bet u didn't lash out at whomever she is there and then coz u don't want to further complicate and worsen things with her. that justify ur "goody-goody" action.
the thing is, u're too nice to do that.

anyway, remember that if u're too nice, ppl can easily take advantage of ya. so, do take actions if anyone at all, cross the limit!

lols, that's easier said than done of course. i'm still learning to do that myself. :P

sue lin said...

Yup, Cheryl, i'm trying to learn from this lesson... wanna be a bitch la, hate my conscience, it's too strong. Haha