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Assignment Grades for Year 1 Semester 1

Business statistics is fine. Nothing to shout or cry about...

If this were SPM or Ausmat, i'd just ignore the subject i can't do well in. But in Monash... there are 6 stupid compulsory subjects. I HAVE to pass them all or i'll be retaking them for another RM2500 each. It's annoying. In Economics... i did very badly, barely passed, though that's the subject i liked and studied the most. Demotivates me. I hate it when it's like that, same thing happened with Chemistry last year...

Speaking of Chemistry really brings back the pain i felt... i sat next K last year during a chem class when we were getting back our papers. She got 80 something percent was hitting-the-table-mad. My score were exactly thirty percent lower than her and i had to witness her behaviour. Before that, i NEVER cry because of results, and that was the first time tears fell for that reason.

Later on, i wrote about that in a survey in a Friendster bulletin and she apologised. So it's okay, she wasn't aware of my grades. It's kind of a warning. Get to know what others around u are feeling before u act a certain way. U may be plunging a knife into their heart without knowing it.

My second management assignment... could be better... but also could've been worse. So i'll just be contented with what i have. The girl beside me got a D and I got a B. She was heartbroken and i really didn't know what to do besides keeping my paper out of sight and offering her a tissue. Note: this is the subject where no one gets an A. Or very very rarely. So Bs are good. Unlike accounting, where the 'industrial average' is a B. Getting good scores for management motivates me to study.