Goodbye 2005

I'm excited! Countdown tonight! =)

Usually in the English new year i'm all happy. Only a month into the English new year later, which usually happens around Chinese New Year, would all sentimental-ness and stuff hit me bad. So i'll leave the reviews of 2005 and stuff till then ya?

Don't really have time to Blog now, so i'll make ONE major resolution here and then that's it, Happy New Year People.

Ya, so, i wanna lose 5kg.

Haha, kidding! I wanna work on being more assertive, voice out my opinions more and keep my mouth shut less. Be like the two people i've come to admire greatly this year. These two people u may not know but these two women, have qualities i admire and wish to emulate.

Just in case u might think i admire someone i don't admire... these two women are not part of the Blogosphere, as far as i know.

That's it, Happy New Year, people!

up my...

Had no idea what to blog about. So i asked myself "What's up?" and my answer was nothing's up my life. That's where i got the title...

Been pretty down today. Stressed. Stupid summer school. If u slack for a week in summer school, u actually slacked for 6 weeks. Everything's super fast paced. Half my summer semester completed.

And i'm sooo blur. Especially in Company Reporting. I go and try not to fall asleep in vain. Shit. And we're encouraged to ask questions, but since i'm so blur i have no idea what to ask.

Not to mention we came to the boring part of studying Consumer Behaviour. Assignments. Group assignment. Yuck... i especially hate marketing assignments. Consumer Behaviour is under Marketing...


Ps. Forgive me for misleading u with the title. =P This post should actually be named "Summer School 2005/2006 Part 5"

He is So Bossy in the...

My Christmas was simple and sweet (excluding the bus ride). With family. Cousins to be exact. Except for the host aunt (who is a damn good cook, thinking about her salmon...), all parents decided to miss this Christmas celebration, i don't know why.

Came back early to study but haven't studied much. Begins hating self.


Stops hating self and decides to write a LITTLE bit more about the other night clubbing.

Since my blog is like my diary (and since this would not offend anyone), i'll write here la. E's so sweet! =) He's super tall, i've mentioned. And in the club, he stood behind when the group's dancing (btw, the group consists of Is, J, another J, W, A, C, 3 friends of C, E and i)...

So, a few times throughout the night he kissed the top of my head! Since he's so tall. =) It's really nothing but i found it sooooo sweet =) =)

And cuz i was wearing heels... my head hit his chin a few times! Oops, sorry! Kesihan!

Also he cooked me dinner, he is bossy in the kitchen! Hahah. But it was fun la, hanging out in the kitchen... chat with his mum a bit... the 2 of us (me and his mom) teamed up and made fun of his hair, hahaha.

And she's so nice, she said, to him, "Next time refer to the two women in your life", hahaha, i like the way that sentence sounds!! =)


Note: Wrote the post first then came up with the title.

Clubbing: My Experience

Starting off this post with a thank u to J, who included and invited me out clubbing last night. =)


Except for a bit of foundation to avoid the very obvious shine on my forehead i get when i sweat, as always, i skipped the rest of make up part of the whole getting ready process. But that's the only diffence between me and other girls.

I do open my messy closet and claim i have nothing to wear! I've never shopped for clubbing. Borrowed stuff from my bestfriend next door. (= That's a poser picture of what i wore... very simple right?)

By the way, that's my new Levi's. Not a clear picture =P Try not 2 expect any clear pictures of me here ya?

Got there slightly after 11? No, i remember the parking ticket saying that we entered the car park at 10.50... Glad it was quite easy to meet up with the others.

I felt sesat for quite awhile at the beginning. Self conscious too. And my contact lenses were killing me, haven't worn them since October.

Was it Is who told me 2 get my drink? Ladies night so it was free. The bartender told me to try gin. So i was okay, gin and coke it was for me. I was also told to bring my glass back there for refills... and i sipped at it... a bit and then a bit more... until it was finished.

Our friends were talking... they said we HAD to open a bottle to get a table. Huh? Stupid, i wonder how much money the club makes at a night like that. Cost us RM380. About RM38 per person. In my head i paniced, was like shit!! Damn it, E already paid cover charge and u want him to pay to open the bottle? Thankfully i had the guts 2 tell them and they agreed to charge only me. Just gotten my pay from my telemarketing job as well as my Monash Open Day job, so i said yeah without thinking.

W asked if wanted to drink, so since i paid so much, i might as well get my money's worth la... not that i did get back my money's worth, not that big a drinker... Squinted in the dark to read the label on the bottle, Chivas Regal. I had Chivas Regal n coke.

Unlike J who didn't know what hit her, it took awhile (and some alcohol) for my self-consciousness to wear off. My contact lenses stopped giving me trouble. After that it was fun. Danced with the girls, danced with everyone, with E... =)

It felt good, u know, not being shy. Felt like staying there till the club closes, felt like tagging along with my bestfriend the next time she goes...

E didn't feel too well and sat down, moved to the beat a bit while seating. I sat him him, doing the same, wanted to be on the dance floor but as long as i got to be with him i'm happy. Actually, i felt that it was nicer sitting down....

Had another glass of gin, this time with sprite, from the ladies night thing. My 3rd glass for the night. The fourth was another Chivas+coke.

A lady was walking around handing out sachets.


There was some Durex promotion going on! Haha. People went onstage to win prizes... they had to do stupid stuff like use the new product in a creative way... Can't really see the stage from our table.

One more glass of gin and sprite before leaving, didn't finish that though.

Would like to brag that i wasn't drunk... but there was a difference lar. Balance a bif off. And i looked right when E asked me to look left. Dumb... Hehe.

But i could still think, i think. Cuz before leaving, at about 1am, since E had to work, i asked W for our change. E paid for me first and hasn't gotten back the balance. I knew that it wouldn't be easy getting the money back if we didn't request for it then and there... after some discussion, they said they'll pay us back another day. I'm sure they would. But i'll have to do a lot of reminding... and when i don't know, since it's Christmas and we wouldn't be seeing them for a few days...

Next time must save up loose change, preferably in tens and keep them handy at a night out like this.

There was a road block on the way home man! So lucky E never drinks... except for accidentally drinking a bit someone else's Chivas+Coke. Got home around 1.20am... before leaving his car i felt my neck itch.

Took a few pictures of myself and took a long shower. My allergy to alcohol hit me bad in the shower. My hands were so pale, i was shivering... got out fast. My skin felt like i had very bad sunburn, it was so tender, i couldn't wrap my towel around myself, it hurt. I loosely put the towel around me, rushed to my room, dressed, brushed my teeth, went straight to bed.

Didn't sleep well, woke up so many times. I felt so cold yet i can feel so much heat coming out from my body! It was so hot under my blanket. Yet i didn't sweat. My whole body itched. My hands were swollen and the skin at my finget joints hurt.


Much better now but the itch would come and go for a few days. Not like i never suffered consequences before. Ice therapy works...


Note: I'm not blaming anyone for anything at all. I am fully responsible for my own actions and decisions.

Summer School 2005/2006 Part 4

Fallen into the trap again... came online to print some stuff for class tomorrow. And then ended up stuck online, reading bloggies and stuff. Damn it. I had better print everything one shot soon so that i won't have the excuse to turn on the computer again.

So sleepy d, and i didn't do my tutorial work... and it's an important tutorial. Important lecture tomorrow too. For company reporting.