Hey hey, it LOOKS like i took my advice to myself, but actually i didn't study. I was busy doing my last assignment for the semester!

Yay! But exam's coming...

And on last Friday's post i was happy although i recently had an accident right? That was before i experienced the difficulties of living without a car. It's a big, horrible reminder.

Wednesday i had a 3pm class. And since E has morning classes, i had to go to college before 8am. I had no one else to follow, not K, not R, not D, all incompatible timetables. So i went there, with a jacket, prepared to 'hide' in the library... ended up studying in the cafeteria, hogged one whole table to myself. It's actually nice studying there. It was sooo noisy that all the noise just becomes a blur, like a continuous buzzing sound, easy to ignore. Not to mention, there was some Nestle Drumstick promotion there and they were playing nice songs... I sat there studying for like, 5 hours and surprisingly it was preparation for my assignment.

And yesterday! I had no transport to college, E was supposed 2 send me but he fell ill. Food poisoning in addition to fever, his father told him to skip classes and see a doctor. It was too late for me to hitch a ride from K and R. D was renewing her license... Thankfully, K's brother was going to college and she arranged for him to give me a lift. But he wouldn't be picking me up from my doorstep. I had to take a 15 minute or so walk to Taman Billion, which is on the way for him.

Walking there includes a walk uphill... that left my legs aching for a while. I haven't exercised for the whole May. I used to jog before university started... and then when i was staying in the hostel i swam... now i do neither. And yesterday evening i was feeling... low: low self-esteem, felt fat and ugly.

No, i won't diet, i NEVER will. Never again, i'm still living with the negative effects of my first and last diet. But i guess i'll start going jogging again.


Oh oh, speaking of diets... the girl i'm referring to in one of my previous posts... the one i love gossiping about? She's obsessed with dieting and she used to deny that she was dieting, we always discuss the amount she eats. By the way, it's not just me, and it's not just girls who gossip. The other day, 4 of the guys were gossiping about her, E told me. =)

Hey, was reading SI's blog. Nice, never read her Blog before. She wrote about her this plump lady...SI, you're too nice, if i were u, i'd call the lady obese. So SI wrote about how Ms Obese rudely squished everyone in the lift in addition to looking awful.

The rude part cannot be excused. But... fat people showing flesh, ugly isn't it? But at some point, i admire their guts. No pun intended. I simply mean that although they're fat, they are daring. I have ugly knees and that stopped me from wearing skirts n shorts for a while. Knees. E said who would look at your knees?

Another person i admire is Gwen Stefani. Love her songs. But can't say the same about her fashion sense. But i really admire her for wearing revealing tops though she isn't huge up north...
I liked SI's ending. She wrote p/s: this is my personal advice to ms. plump: try walking the stairs, you need the exercise. trust me. Cool attitude. Funny too. And also have to thank SI for saying "ooo, cool hair dude!"in E's blog.

P/s: Personal advice to myself. Try Blogging less, u need the time to study. Trust me.

On Sunday, when i was supposed 2 be studying, i went on a spree. Nope, not shopping spree, my parents wud kill me. I went on a testimonial spree, i think when i'm using the compthey can't tell the difference between assignments and Blogging... since both consist of writing...

So, the testimonial spree, wrote quite a lot, and about a 1000 characters each. Some of them owed for ages. I just wrote and wrote. I seriously love writing. And then today, Tuesday, since Monday is a holiday, all the Thank Yous started coming! I kinda forgot who i wrote for so when they thanked me i'm like "huh?" at first and then =). First A thanked me, then C, then P and later on M.

And a moment ago i read that J thanked me in her Blog, since we aren't in the same campus anymore. But oooops, i accidentally gave her credit for designing the skins of her Blogs, should've credited her for her choice of skins instead.

Who did i write for? I wrote for a few people-J, E, M, P, A, C and K. And X. That's a total of 8 testimonials or more, i think. No, nine, wrote one for S too. I didn't know i wrote that many.



Next topic of this post... from reading T's Blog and her friend K's Blog, i realized that girls can be real gossips. That's a nice way to put it, what T said is girls are bitches. I'm not denying it, i'm guilty too. Besides, sloth, greed, pride, anger, gossip is my favourite sin.

And there's this particular friend i talk about a lot. First i told my bestfriend about her. Then i told an ex-course mate... the next night i told an ex-school mate. Then yesterday, i told my mom. The same story four times. I find it amusing to talk about her. I know it's wrong. But i can't stop.

I find myself kinda distant from her, used to be so close. Don't think it's cuz i gossiped about (yet). But mainly cuz of the guilt. But it's possible that it's because we're not studying in the same faculty...

The (yet) scares me, if she finds out, she'd be deeply hurt. I don't wanna do that. But the things she does... gives u a lot to talk about. But no buts-- gossip wrong, must STOP.

Okay, let's be realistic. Gossip about HER must stop. But i'd still gossip.

Haha, but there won't be that much to talk about d...

Hey, since no one's free enough to chat with me on msn, i'd blog. Besides, i guess i should update u. My car... repairs cost RM1000 and i dun really know why, my father says he's paying for it and not the stupid idiot who hurt my baby or any insurance company. Sad, huh?

Why did i have to want to go for extra classes on Wednesday when that should have been a holiday for me? Why?

Yes, yes, ok, i know the answer and i'll admit! I fell asleep in the Business Statistics lecture on Monday. So i decided to go for the repeat on Wednesday... and on my way to college, the stupid accident happened.

So, i wasted RM1000 by not paying attention in class. Horrible... must remember this in the future. Mustn't repeat my mistake. Money doesn't grow on trees. And it doesnt fall from the sky either.

Lesson Learnt: U Follow The Examples Your Parents Set

I guess it's cuz they are the people u see most when u were young and highly influenced...

Case one, a friend curses his father when he's mad at his Dad. I've always been like 'how can u call your father names?' Then recently he told me his mom curses his father in front of him. My mom never calls my father names, the most she'd say is "Your father la" or "So bad wan" and that's exactly all i say when i'm mad at them. I also tend to use the word "Unfair" a lot. Maybe sometimes i use 'stupid', but nothing worse than that kua.

Case two, my father looks and comments on the pix of sexy girls in front of my mom and us siblings. My mom has always been fine with that. And yea, i've learnt from her, took me a while but now it's just a normal thing for me to hear E tell me all about the 'view's he saw. It annoyed me last year when he posted 5 different pictures of him and 5 other girls onto Friendster, his arm on their shoulders. But yesterday, i gave him my camera cuz he didn't have one and said "Nah, go take pix of girls and post it" without any sarcasm. So don't be worried about me when u see those pix in his Blog.